The Heart Can Hold it All - Red Things on Tuesday


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The Heart Can Hold It All

Over time, I can see that there is less that triggers me. And there are more things that happen that I can 'breathe through,' as they say. This means that I'll be living my life, happily going about my business, and then something will happen that used to upset me very much. And through some miracle of mindfulness, I'm able to notice my jaw clench and how a part of me is ready to get so offended. I see the one who strategizes start to gear up. But instead of being immersed in it, I can notice it. I can smile at how silly it is, and find a way to be with it that's more in alignment with my values and intentions. The meditation, somatic practices, and molecular explorations are starting to yield some positive results.

But not always!

There is still stuff that gets me. I still sometimes take the bait. I still sometimes make it about me. That's what the ego does after all. Sometimes I get lost in the moment and end up totally off center. The other day I was running late for something, and was in the car, rushing, and really beating myself up for it. I could see the criticism script running full on, and while I could witness it, I couldn't stop it. Those moments are so fascinating. These habits are so ingrained. They die hard.

Don't take on extra karma.

Someone I really look up to reminded me recently, "As the world unravels, we just need to be as centered as we can be and not take on extra karma." This is the kind of reminder that I need. One of the blessings of psychedelic cosmovision is that it can show us the results of our actions so clearly. We feel the consequences in our guts. For a moment, we get a glimpse of the complexity of karma and the truth of our interrelatedness. We see the benefit, no, the necessity, of simplicity and centeredness. We see that our messes follow us for lifetimes and hurt the ones we love the most. We're inspired to 'do the work,' which may be a modern way of saying that we want to clean up our act. We resolve to deal with the various mental twists and physical tensions that keep us from being about to stay centered. The practice of a lifetime. But where do we start?

Open the heart to hold all of it.

Another person I greatly respect offered me this practice, "Open the heart to hold all of it." We'll probably work on this idea in the Golden Road this week. I could do it instantly. I'm guessing you can too, without too much trouble. Even if you can't go all the way open on your first try, you can open a bit. Start from there, and then keep working at it.

Almost like a camera aperture, the heart glides open as if it's been just waiting for a chance all this time. Whatever problem I have with self or other, how does my perspective change when I open my heart to hold the situation? For the better, of course. So much more kindness, curiosity, and gratitude. It transcends logic and makes love possible. What do you notice when you open your heart.

These are the kinds of topics we discuss in my weekly group, The Golden Road. In it, I offer an intimate group of dedicated practitioners teachings, coaching, and mentorship as we cultivate the presence and centeredness we want to bring to our lives. We also meet for meditations and master classes with guest teachers.
If you'd like to join us, we meet on Thursdays at Noon Eastern here.

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A conversation between a masterful Dual teacher and a masterful Non Dual teacher

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The Nautilis represents expansion and containment

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Berkshire Mushroom Festival

Early Bird Pricing Ends Friday!

June 7+8, Lee, MA
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It's my first in person event in a very long time!

What if fungi held the key to healing—ourselves, our communities, and our connection with the Earth?

That’s the vision behind the Berkshire Mushroom Festival, a vibrant, in-person gathering happening June 7–8, 2025 in the beautiful hills of Lee, Massachusetts. It’s hosted by Sweetgrass Botanicals in collaboration with Tam Integration. It’s a grassroots, community-powered celebration of fungi, healing, and earth connection. Come be part of it! 🍄💚

I’ll be speaking at the festival alongside an amazing lineup of foragers, scientists, artists, psychedelic practitioners, and community leaders. We’ll be exploring the ecological, culinary, therapeutic, and spiritual dimensions of mushrooms in all their magic and mystery.

Here’s your invitation to join us in person for this immersive experience, designed to nourish your curiosity and deepen your relationship with the wonderful world of mycology.

🌿 Berkshire Mushroom Festival
🗓️ June 7–8, 2025
📍 635 Laurel Street, Lee, MA
🎟️ Click here to RSVP or learn more

At the festival, you’ll experience:

🍄 A Guided mushroom foray with local mycologists
🎤 Talks & panels on mycology, psychedelic integration, and medicine making
🎨 Workshops on cultivation, mushroom art, and ecological stewardship

I’ll be presenting alongside other local luminaries like:

  • John Wheeler, founder of the Berkshire Mycological Society
  • Chris Kilham, prolific author and television’s “Medicine Hunter”
  • Devon Gilroy, cultivator at Tivoli Mushrooms
  • Rob Heffernan, co-founder of The Sacred Plant Alliance
  • Kyleen Keenan, founder of Lore Mighty Mushrooms and author of Chocolate Everyday
  • Dr. Mia Maltz, assistant professor of mycology at UConn
  • Daniel Shankin, founder of Tam Integration
  • Madge Evers, renowned nature-based artist
  • Luke Sarrantonio, Founder of Mycophilic
  • And many more!

I’m honored to be a part of this deeply connective weekend and would love for you to be there too—whether you’re curious about mushrooms, engaged in the psychedelic healing movement, or simply yearning to spend a few joyful days with a like-minded community in nature.

🎟️ Grab your ticket here (kids under 12 attend free!)
🌎 Invite your friends, pack your picnic blanket, and come connect with the magic of mycelium.

Coaching Training Info Session

Wednesday, May 28th, 7:30pm Eastern Time
Join Here!

We would like to invite you to attend a friendly and casual conversation to share about the world of psychedelic integration coaching. This event is designed for individuals who are passionate about supporting others in their healing and growth and are interested in becoming highly skilled and competent coaches.

As you may know, the use of psychedelics has increased in recent years and many people are seeking support in their integration process. As a result, there is a growing demand for trained professionals who can provide guidance and support. This event will provide you with the opportunity to learn about the latest developments in the field and to gain the knowledge and skills needed to become a successful coach.

During the event, you will have the opportunity to hear from the director of the program, Daniel Shankin, who will share their knowledge and experience in the field. You will also have the chance to learn about the latest techniques and approaches used in psychedelic integration coaching.

We hope that you will take advantage of this unique opportunity to learn about psychedelic integration coaching and to connect with others who are passionate about supporting others in their healing and growth.

We look forward to seeing you there!
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Psychedelics and Ayurveda with Dr. Nibodhi

Wednesday, June 25th at 8pm Eastern Time - $30 or free with Golden Road
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Dr. Nibodhi is a practitioner and educator in Ayurveda, Yoga, Tantra, Jyotish and Naturopathy. He is certified in Vedic psychology/counseling and a practitioner of Compassionate Inquiry and Mindfulness. He is the author of six books on health and consciousness. Since 2004, he has run a 100% charitable, non-profit clinic in India Nibodhi’s practice is deeply rooted in compassion and a commitment to service. Whether you seek to address acute or chronic issues, enhance your vitality, or embark on a spiritual healing journey, Nibodhi provides a path to wellness rooted in ancient wisdom and modern insight.

Ayurveda & Psychedelic Healing: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Transformation In this talk I will explore how Ayurveda can be a powerful ally on the path of psychedelic healing and consciousness expansion. We will explore how aligning with our unique constitution (dosha), optimizing digestion (agni), and working with the subtle energies (prana, tejas, ojas) can create a resilient inner ecosystem for deep transformation. I can talk about how Vedic psychology, soma/somatic experiencing, breathwork and plant wisdom can help to integrate, stabilize the nervous system, and support sustainable health and consciousness.

Group Coaching and Mentorship- The Golden Road Collective

I have a group offering called The Golden Road Collective.

The Golden Road is a collective of psychonauts, healers, guides, and transformational change agents. We work together to create and embody the visions that have been gifted us in our ceremonies. We’re stepping into a shared future that is mindful, resilient, and committed to the versions of ourselves that we know we can be.


It's a chance to receive teaching, mentoring on your personal or professional practice, and group coaching with Daniel. There are also group meditations and monthly special guests. You can join at any time. Learn More Here

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